heat, mmhmm

So it is way too hot, I just walked two blocks and melted.
Thankfully, I got a slurpee to assuage my melting.
BAH! I need to go to the grocery, BBQ materials are needed asap.

song youth

the bedside table and the camera
your ink-stained hands hardly useful anymore
the glass half-full with a lipstick smear
and what we thought we had once, gone
and all it was was nothing more than ever
and all it was
was all it was
think back on forgotten things
as you look on the window, it's raining again
and noone is there with red red shoes
and what we thought we had once, gone
and all it was was nothing more than ever
and all it was
was all it was
Same weekend
Same blank questions left unanswered
at night we get distracted as the light gets refracted
through the back window, it's raining again
no recognition
no pattern recognition
and all it was
was all it was

some jolliness hijacked from elsewhere, TYPOS INCLUDED!

they are so elegant in their everything
can you feel them seeping into you
through the air, alongside myself and with our brethren
there we are , us each and all
quite contented with the jubilant madness
i dream of wooded nooks wherein we will galavant

the tributary salivated at the gulf
the ocean received her and she swam up inside them
we faltered, following on crutches
the water rushed inside her
the air was all that was left and it was gone from within her
i breathed it in on the side of the boat
as crisp as any december morning


the vertical lines and the horizontal smiles
we all have spells of it
vertigo
like stratego, like vertigo, like the circumpherence
like the distance between my x and you y
like the distance between your ex and my why?
we are involved in this insipid installation
turkeys can certainly not fly


and there she stood
her shadow bast on the sidewalk near my feet and i looked up at her
how majestic in her misanthropic glory
that wooden christmas deer upon a makeshift rolling hill
i hopped upon her and acted like i was riding a horse
but she did not buck
she did not bend or waiver
her strength lay in just that, her unmoving nature
she had me in her grasps at that!
I could not flee having lost
i could not give in
so i stared at her staring at me with those dead eyes
she was dreaming of cairo or so i though oh so many times
those black dead reindeer eyes met my oceans and we swam together

through the sewer grate she glared
through the sewer grate she stared
and he was frozen
so stately he looked in his final moment before they met
she had wished he would always stay that way
when they were engrossed in congress
when he slept
in the shower
as he applied his weight to her
she would scratch at him like a dirty bob-cat
and he would growl like a feral hound-dog
and there they were on a street in some city on that day they never met
so stately he looked in that final moment as he met the bus a-mid stride

there is a field to be laid to waste
there is a post-it posted post haste
verily and under no circumstance shall we utter
excited utterances that leave us incarcerated within our own words
within our own sewer grates without a care in the world
do you hear the re-runs of x-files playing in your head?
do you see me vapidly playing dead alongside my bed
does it make you cry?
you are an albatross!



(note to reader, all of this is inane)
k thx!~

it's always the same

prospective

running with your eyes closed
grasping for the long straws
just like everybody else does
and it's always the same
from time to time
you find her out there
shaking her fist at the sky
cursing nothing
and it's always the same.

song lyrics, i know

whatever

well this is it, my final name

yeah,
i lost my own favorite url by lolligagging